I’m torn between what was and what could be.
(via ofmiceandromanss)
a lot of drama has just happened especially because of my tumblr…therefore, i am starting a new one and deleting this one. if you care to follow me my new url will be findingthenewme9.tumblr.com
truth of the matter is, my mom discovered my page. she knew i had one but never cared to check until something brought her to it. she saw numerous posts ive made and was very disappointed in me, my actions, comments, choices, words, language use, attitude, and most importantly hiding my relationship with phillip. its safe to say i have a lot of trust to be won back.
if youve been following my phillip stories heres whats gonna happen: i am going to talk to him, i have to tell him this relationship has to stop because i am too young and i cant get involved because i have so much ahead of me especially in my senior year. i will tell him blatantly that none of the adult figures in my life trust him or our relationship and thats a sign. i will have to tell him that my mom is right when she says that if he really cares about me he will wait until i am 18 or as my mom would prefer it, until i am out of high school and have my self settling into college. i will tell him my mom was trying to give us the benefit of the doubt and trying to turn a blind eye but when she heard about the kiss she knew she had to put her foot down and i know she was right for doing it.
its been real sharing this page with anyone who actually reads all my lame pathetic crap about my life. as for my new page i will most likely terminate this page tomorrow so everyone that cares gets a chance to read this post. but then again i might just delete it tonight and start over and find the people i know i care about for myself. we’ll see
thanks, hannah
*edit*
you know what…check that, i am not deleting this tumblr i have too many liked posts that i want to save and posts that i wrote that i really liked…
i will just say this. there are many mean and bitter spirited posts on here and i am going to do my best to delete those ones because i do not want to hurt anyone and if i already have then i feel like a terrible person and i regret all of it.
that being said, i will keep this page but i will stop posting on it. this will be the former me. im forming a new better me from now on. i will still be creating the new page, ill just have to put it on a different email account. im starting over. starting fresh.
